I’m Doing This For Myself and You’re Welcome to Read Along

do you, boo

You know what, I’ve had it! I’ve had it with myself!

There are 2 things I know about myself:

  1. I set goals
  2. I somewhat sabotage at least half of them!

Being a dreamer, I tend to set way too many goals and promises to myself. Then, I get in the loop of dreaming, planning, setting intentions, and all that self pep-talk. Sometimes, it works. Yet most of the time, I get too detailed (too much of a perfectionist) on what to do, how to reach the goal, steps to take until I drown myself with unnecessary details and lose focus. Eventually, I’ll just say, fuck it, and run back to my coward cave disguised as my lazy comfort zone.

My dream to morph as my own superhero is like a 1 step forward 2 steps back process. I hate it! Why do I always have to make 2 steps back?

This means that after achieving a goal I lax and get into the mentality of “I’m Only Human.” (yenno, that craig david and jonas brothers song. jk) Well, duh, yes I’m only human, we all are. But it doesn’t help much to have that mentality if you’re trying to achieve superhero status. Besides, being “Only Human” sounds so meh and boring.

I only have ONE life! I value my life to the point that I want it to be totally ridiculously lived up by me. The superhero me! The real me! The true me! The me I’m excited to be!

So yeah, I’m starting all over again with this single blog post. I’m sailing off to a 90-Day Challenge of Me-ness. Sounds so vain, ikr?! But this is my website and it’s my party and i’ll cry if i want to.

Anyway, this means that whatever is true about me, I will be relentless, pushy and more importantly be consistent about it! I’ll post and share it for 90 days to be accountable and habitual. It’s also good to encourage and spread happiness. So I hope the passion and positivity rubs in on you!

My 90-day of Me-ness is about doing the things that light me up! with consistency! Because consistency’s a bitch and I’m here to make it mah bitch!

Therefore,

  1. I will be blog-posting at least 1 entry per day. If I’m feelin’ extra, then lucky you internet, you get two! It’s very open-ended, anything goes, just to keep me in the habit of writing. On a deeper note, it’s really to practice my freedom of expression and bravery! If you think that my blogpost for the day is whack, it’s up to you baby, to click that X button on top.
  2. I will draw/ sketch/ create art and post it here and on my IG-stories every single God-given day! Because a big part of me is screaming, “Arrrtist! Arrrtist!” and I can only attest to that by strengthening my talent and creativity whether people of the world likes it or not.

There you have it my friends. I’ve decided on it, proclaimed it, and promised the universe that i will run towards my fears and face ’em! Be more of who I AM!

And I’m stoked for the changes, discoveries, and wonderful surprises along the way. Isn’t that what life is all about? Live it up guys! See you on the next blog post!

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